What is love? Hm. Marami daw definition ang love, meron, Love is like a rosary that full of mystery, Love is in the air, Love is unconditional, etc. to many to mention... Pero para sakin ano nga ba ang LOVE? Alam ko nga ba talaga what is the real meaning of the word LOVE? Well, base on my experience, na-realize ko, that LOVE can do unexpected things, can do weird things, But the most important explanation that i could give what Love is, that LOVE is SACRIFICE, na nagagawa mong magsakripisyo kahit nasasaktan ka na, kaya mo tiisin kahit feeling mo di ka naman talaga mahalaga,yung pinakamasakit pa na part e, yung ramdam na ramdam mo na pero wala kang pakelam kasi mahal mo sya, nagmamahal ka.Ganyan naman talaga siguro ang LOVE lahat ng mga ayaw mo naman talaga gawin at maranasan, nangyayari at nagagawa mo, pero bakit ganun? hanggang kelan ba dapat maging ganyan ang taong "NAGMAMAHAL" lang naman? kelangan ba talaga sa isang relasyon may nagsasakripisyo? di ba pwedeng mag work ito ng silang dalawa, hindi yung isa lang nag eeffort. Tulad ngayon, ewan ko ba, gulong gulong na ko, i'm really trying to understand the situation of what we have. Kahit nasasaktan na ko, kahit nahihirapan na ko, kahit nababaliw na ko (for the third time) (Same man) Ganun talaga ko ka martyr at tanga tangahan portion. Wala e, kapag naman kasama ko sya, Happiness can't hide onto myself, Masaya talaga ko pag kasama ko sya, feeling ko sobrang malaya ko, ang gaan gaan, but the bad side about my happiness, kapag di na kami nagkikita, doon na nagsisimula ang lahat, malungkot, naiiyak, natatakot na baka one day, biglang wala na pala kami, I really do Love him so much. I've done so many risk, huwag lang kami maghiwalay ulit, dahil ang hirap... But, i noticed as the time goes by, parang may mali e, napapansin ko, the more na masyado ako nagiging "possessed" mas lalo ata sya nalala, which is maling mali. Kaya eto ako ngayon.. maraming question ang tumatak sa puso at isip ko, KAYA KO PA BA? AM I REALLY WORTH IT? AM I REALLY DESERVED THIS KIND OF LOVE? That's another thing, i need to find out.... (continuation)
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